Today was church. I was so tired this afternoon that I took a short nap before practicing piano and leaving for band practice. Worship time went pretty good this evening. I got lost a few places, but oh well... We need some kind of organization for practice though. I feel like I'm just floating along. Sometimes it seems that Trey will show me how to play a song once and then expect me to have it memorized or something. He may be able to do that, but I can't. I need it written down and in front of me. *blah* It'll get better. I shouldn't let one bad day get me upset. I just need to talk to him about it. *nods* Yeah....
I feel like spilling everything that's on my heart out on here, but I don't really have the energy to do it... I'll just say one word that sums it up: turmoil. My heart, my soul, my mind, my body, my relationships. *blah* But, I trust in GOD and know that all will work out for His glory and for what is best for me. Indeed, what I say it truth. I must have faith! :)